I have to say that I daydream about Mr. Knight and I’s Wedding everyday. I think about every detail and go over and over in my head how the day could go. I dream about the photographers capturing me and my bridesmaids getting ready, putting on the dress, slipping into my heels. I dream about every picture and moment that could be captured. I dream about doing a ‘first look’ with Mr. Knight. What will his face look like when he sees me? How will I feel?
My mind then begins to worry about the little details. How to get from point A to point B without all of our wedding guests seeing me. What if my hair gets caught on something, what if my dress doesn’t fit just right, what if it rains. As I lay in bed at night all these thoughts keep me awake. I can’t help myself. My mind just goes over and over and over them.
Just this past week I dreamed that our wedding is over and it happened way too fast and that I couldn’t remember it happening. In my dream my bridesmaids never show up, and Mr. Knight is standing on the wrong side of the altar. Later in my dream, Mr. Knight gets into a fight with someone in a pick up truck and he pulls the person out of their car window (yes I really did dream this.. I have no idea why because Mr. Knight is not the fightin’ type, maybe we watched too much “Police Women of Broward County” that night). All I can think is that my wedding nightmare has become a Redneck wedding nightmare. It is really quite funny looking back at it. Totally not funny during. For sure. My dream ends with me crying in a restroom stall wondering what happened to our wedding. I remember waking up and thinking “wow did that really just happen.” I then looked over and saw Mr. Knight fast asleep and I was instantly set at ease for alas… it was just a dream.
What was your worst wedding nightmare? If you haven’t had one yet… just wait till your 6 months out. They will come… oh they will come.